after all these months of "fight or flight".
I have worn out my inner resources. I just
want to finish my fall work outdoors.
Then I will hibernate indoors, and then
slowly work thru the boxes to get them
out of the way.
I would like to get out the fall decor, and
enjoy it again. I am not going to do it.
I don't have the energy....
This is what these many months in
"house arrest" and coping with all
this mess in the USA has done to me.
I am grieving for all the loss, both
to others...and to me. My LIFE is not
enjoyable.
I feel like I have been put in prison,
for nothing! I certainly do not want
my senior years to be like this.
